Oh my god I am so tired lately, especially today because it is Monday and Mondays are always the worst. I was dying at work today; not only struggling to remain semi-conscience, but struggling to keep my eyelids from clamping shut and my head from slamming on the desk as well.
I went to bed at around midnight last night. No idea why…I guess I just wasn’t tired enough to fall asleep. Plus I never seem to have time for anything these days. Between work and J, I get about an hour of “me time” except for the weekends (and then, only slightly more). So if I want to work out, clean the house, read, blog – anything- it needs to be done at a time of night I should be winding down and going to sleep.
And don’t take that the wrong way – I knew that J was going to be very demanding and time consuming and I adore my sweet little peach with all my heart, but my lackluster time management is really starting to catch up with me. I think I might need to put my ‘to do’s’ list on hold for a couple of weeks and just go to bed by 10pm every nigh to redevelop a healthier routine. This 4-5 hours of sleep per night just isn’t working anymore.
On the other hand though, I really need to exercise each day for at least 1/2 hour but when am I going to find the time? Some people like to do it in the morning before showering. I can’t fathom that in my current state, but perhaps once I get to where I am going to bed earlier it might be feasible. I REALLY hate getting out of bed early though – I loathe it. I am the queen of snooze button utilization. So we’ll see how it goes…
Here is a dramatization of me in my cube today.
one dead-looking chiquita!
