Sometimes you just want to get trashed. You don’t always need a specific reason. It may be as simple as you haven’t been trashed in months and want to give your mind a little break from thinking. Unfortunately, I do have a desire to get shit-faced and unfortunately I do have a reason other than ‘it would just be fun.’ Even more unfortunate, I cannot partake right now.
I wish people didn’t bother me so much just by… well just by their presence and their voicing of ignorant and passive-aggressive comments in my general vicinity. I mean I can handle it if intoxicated; then I just don’t care. Even a slight buzz would take the edge off and keep my mind resting calmly in a happy, non-asshole adulterated place.
I’m not the type to confront the ignorance and asshole-edness (it’s my blog- I’ll make up words if I feel like it) head on, so I bring this on myself by not calling them out directly as comments are made. Instead I seethe and steep in disdain until the next time I am exposed to the same people who naturally pile on more fodder without even realizing it, then I find my resentment at a boiling point. What to do…what to do…
